Bless you (Curse you) eBay™
A generous offering it was. The powers that be at eBay™ decided to reduce the listing fee for one day, yesterday, making nearly every fee only 15¢. Fifteen cents! I'm not complaining, mind you. OK, maybe I am complaining just a little, given that I had just finished listing some things when the announcement came out regarding the special day. And I am complaining just a little, given that I did not have anything ready to list for the special day. And I am complaining a little because it sure made for a stressful experience while I looked for things to add before the special day expired. And I am complaining a little because I have an entire house full of stuff that could be listed in one day if I only had the project moving along a little better.
Curse you, eBay™.
Then again, it did help in some regards to have that special day. You see, even with all the stuff that I ingest and inject on a daily basis (medically prescribed, I'll have you know), none of it helps all that much with motivation. The other issue that slowed me down last week was the fact that I became a bit overwhelmed by the scope of the project, and began to slowly question why I was even attempting to take on such a chore. I suppose to some extent the lack of focus on a specific room played a part in the feelings of futility. [note: I do have a few votes, and am looking forward to the tally day. Oh, and I did not publish your vote, Mir, because I did not want to sway the opinions of others] The lack of sales on eBay™ played a part because it is sad to spend the money to list things and not sell them, but that is minor. I mean, heck, I sit out all day long for a yard sale and don't sell everything, so not selling is not anything new. Perhaps the biggest problem I had last week was the one thing that makes this project so important. I was having problems letting go of stuff. MY stuff. In the future I will present my position on all the declutter experts, but suffice to say there is one thing they really need to understand. In some ways, decluttering is like losing weight. If you don't look at the root causes, it will come back. There is a "possession factor" with clutter that goes beyond just getting rid of a few pounds of stuff. In future days I will discuss this issue more, but for now I will just say that between that factor, and all the holiday meals, I still have some weight to lose. I will also say that the special listing fee day did help renew some motivation.
Bless you eBay™.