It never fails

I suppose that when I do a bit of deep retrospection, I will find that I am not as patient as I think, or hope, that I am. Case in point, my latest endeavor. Having a few people read it and give positive feedback has not contributed to my ability to wait for things to happen. I come home from work, find no phone messages, find no emails, and become just a little sad. I end up taking a nap, which screws with my night sleep schedule. I putter about the place wanting to work on the 1rat, but find apathy to be stronger than motivation.

So, as of today, I guess I will either have to a) make myself a true nuisance, b) consider shopping my work around in traditional fashion, or c) say "Screw It" and be glad I didn't give up my day job.